In all honesty i don’t have a preference. I’m not partial to any specific colour of eyes. Different colours look best on different people. I think eyes are amazing period. I think when someone said “the eyes are the window to the soul” they were onto something. sorry i cant answer your question. ahha. :)
Sometimes i’m scared everything that i am isn’t real. That what i feel is fake. That what i do is wrong. And that what i think and know is completely off. More times than none all this is probably true. But when it comes to something insanely important to me in my life, I’m so freakin’ scared of misinterpreting Gods will based on my desires or my own will. I don’t want any of it. ‘My God, I am not. But YOU are.’ Take away what isn’t You. I long to praise You with everything that I am, and in everything that i do. But i don’t. I continue to fail, and to fall short of deserving Your sacrifice.
“As the deer pants for streams of water, so my soul pants for You, Oh God. My Soul thirsts for God, the living God…” Psalm 42.
I long for You. In all Your wholeness. I long for Your wisdom and Your will. And most of all, right now. I long for Your peace.
I don’t expect perfection, we’re human and its not possible. But to my ideal man. I need you to first and foremost love God. Its SO important to me that you have a personal relationship with Christ. I want to be able to encourage you in this walk, and likewise be encouraged and grow stronger. I also need someone who will open up to me. I want to be your best friend, I want to hear the good and the bad, and when you struggle i want to be there to hold your hand through it. You have to be able to make me laugh. I’m sorry its a must. It helps to laugh at my jokes too…ahah. I need to be just genuinely cared about, and i’m gonna mess up, but i need you to love me anyways. I’m not all about looks perse. but i have to find you goodlookin, attraction just has to be there. I’m also kind of a sucker for boys who dress well. lol. I want to have good discussion…don’t give me your small talk, or it just wont work out. I like to have things in common, but i also want to love how different you are from me. but you should probably like good music. Hows that for an essay?
The crashing of waves. Legit.
I crave clairty.
You’re beautiful.” —
Don’t sell out. I’m seeing the hurt of soo many right now. And when it comes to guys, don’t sell yourself short. Don’t “settle”. You are amazing. And you deserve the best that God has for you. You make that boy chase you. Because that’s what you’re worth. And if he doesn’t chase, or it doesn’t work out. Don’t worry too much. Yes, matters of the heart are painful. I know that full well. HOWEVER. There is hope? and we forget that. God has this plan, and it’s going to rock your world if you wait for it. God has the right guy for you, and thats the one thats gonna make you happy. The one that encourages you in every way, including spiritually because that is what your spouse is for. Don’t date just anyone, don’t take away from what you can give your husband one day. Sure waiting sucks, but if you’re not serious about dating, then you’re going to end up with a whole lotta hurtful baggage. And all of that is what you get to hand to your husband someday? Dating is intended for marriage. Its SO easy to get caught up in emotion. so so so so so so easy. but save yourself for something legit. WAITING SUCKS. buut it will be SO WORTH IT. Think about it, pray about it. This is whats going down with me right now, and its been on my heart for a while.
Proverbs 31:10-31. http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Proverbs+31&version=NIV
Love you ladies. <3 Love yourselves.
This is not a question. Its an answer. answer to what you may ask? Answer to the reason i love you so dang much.
Can yanking off her eyelids be my present for the ghetto-ass christmas? or am i stuck with cracker cake mix. i’d really like to combine two great things…..
<3 love you for this.
I really do.
and as a side note.
you make my heart beat like an 808 drum….weird.
follow up question..is my love, your drug?
Its funny you should ask, because. yeah. yeah it is. riddic huh?
love you so much. legit.
There is. and it don matter who and why. There may even be a few, and its because they can trust me. Its a mutual respect. and i appreciate it alot.
a millie. a millie. a millie.